The only reason a person doesn’t have the life they want is that somewhere in the back of their mind they don’t believe they deserve it. They don’t believe they are worthy which is why they will not take responsibility for making it happen. I needed to clear the “spiritual clutter” of unworthiness to give flight to my dream.
It’s been my dream to vacation in Hawaii for several years. Two years ago, I placed a beautiful picture of a sea turtle swimming in Maui, Hawaii in my intention book. I prayed with it daily and visualized my dream manifesting.
My trip to visit my brother in New Jersey was delightful and relaxing, until I arrived at the airport for my return flight. “Why can’t I check in at the kiosk?” I wondered. When I finally reached the desk, the clerk politely said “Miss, you are a day early; your flight is tomorrow morning.” “Well, can I get a flight out today and what will it cost?” I asked. I gulped when she informed me it would cost $170. That was more than what I paid for the whole flight. She could see my dilemma and informed me that she heard Southwest had cheaper flights. So off I went to Southwest. Yes, I could get a fight out that day and it was $30 cheaper.
I thanked God, trusting that all would turn out for the good. I didn’t beat up on myself, which would have been so easy to do. While walking through the airport, a very nice young man caught my attention. He invited me to sign up for a Southwest credit card. I normally wouldn’t be bothered, but the deal was a free flight anywhere in the US. As I completed the application and walked away, I said to myself “this is for my flight to Hawaii.”
A month later, I was invited to speak at a local church about my book, “Simply a Woman of Faith.” Ellen approached me after the talk with a big smile on her face. She said “I loved your talk and I am also stepping out in faith.” “Oh, what are you doing?” I asked. “I am going back to live in Hawaii.” My eyes lit up and I said, “it’s been my dream to vacation in Hawaii someday.” She smiled and said, “You can stay with me.” I could hardly speak. She then whipped out a postcard from her pocketbook of the condo she owned – overlooking the ocean in Maui, Hawaii. Not only did she invite me to stay with her, but she said I could stay as long as I wanted- and could use her car. I manifested a beautiful place to stay, a new friend and a free round trip ticket to Hawaii. Last year my dream came true and I vacationed in Hawaii. Dreams do come true when we believe.
I have been on the spiritual path for over 35 years and have experienced powerful healings and transformation. God continues to reveal the limiting beliefs that are unconscious that block the flow of divine supply. If I had not cleared the emotional and spiritual clutter, I would have missed out on this wonderful gift and opportunity.
As I prepared for my vacation to Hawaii, I was surprised when the feelings of anxiety and guilt surfaced. As I dialogued with God, this is what came up.
Pat: I am feeling anxious and guilty God, what is this all about? I thought I was done with guilt. I feel guilty leaving my business and I am scared. I know I am doing the best I can to change. Is it worthiness issues that are coming up?
God: You know what I say about guilt and what you teach others.
Pat: Yes, I do. So why am I feeling guilty and where is this coming from?
God: All your life, you have thought you had to work hard, achieve, do more, be more and it’s time to shift, really shift and ALLOW me to do the work.
Pat: What do you mean God? How do I shift this? I want so much for my business to be successful so I can help others to heal and transform like I have.
God: I know and I want this for you to. Remember, I called you to this ministry and it is your mission to help others to heal their fear and believe in themselves. You heard my voice and you said, yes.
Pat: Yes, God I remember. I get mixed up sometimes with how much money I am making as a measure for my success and worthiness.
God: You are not alone. Many women feel bad about themselves and have a hard time receiving the good that I want to give them. They too equate their job, what they do with who they really are, their essence and the spark of the divine they are.
Pat: Do I need to just let go, surrender, trust you are working in my life and love myself into wholeness and health? Can I believe this trip is a gift from you and there is no need to feel guilty? Please help me God.
God: I am helping you. You must go in and change your thinking, like changing the channel of the TV when you don’t like something. You are in control of your thoughts and it’s up to you to change them. I cannot do that for you.
Pat: What shall I change them to? “I deserve to go away, rest, and BE. I trust myself and you God that you opened the door. I have everything I need in this moment. Miracles are coming to me right now. I open my heart to receive all that you have for me. I am worthy and deserving to receive.”
God: I see your heart Pat and I know how you want to do my will and serve me. I want you to expect my favor and a powerful, peaceful two weeks of surprises. Just keep trusting yourself and your intuition. I am blessing you in this moment. You are my beloved whom I am well pleased.
Pat: Thank you God. I stand tall in this truth of who I am and who you are. I now choose to believe I am worthy and deserving to receive.
What happened during my trip to Hawaii was truly amazing. I received so many gifts and miracles. It was truly a gift from God with magic and many miracles – just like God promised. Going to Hawaii started with a thought, then a deep desire and then pictures in my intention book that I prayed with for over two years.
I have been invited to go back to Hawaii to “house sit” for the month of September and will be giving workshops and speaking at Unity Church. It just keeps getting better and better as I allow myself to RECEIVE the good God wants to bestow on me.
Let go of the emotional and spiritual clutter and never give up on your dreams.You don’t need to know HOW it will happen. All you need to do is to “Show Up” and believe. Your dreams will come true.
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To find Pat, visit her website at Simply A Woman of Faith.